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Passion, not Dreams

It seems that the spirit of the prompt is to include some sort of philosophical life lesson or self-discovery that one has made throughout their time in secondary education. Luckily, I don't think I 've had an epiphany in any matter: the extent of this so-called epiphany is at most a reaffirmation of my beliefs. I've been lucky to always have had the foresight to know what it is that I wanted to do in the future: become a computer engineer and revolutionize computer hardware. This was nothing but a pipe dream at the start of high school, but I've put in the effort to make realizing that future a bit less of a pipe dream. You could tell me that it's a grandiose ambition, but I wouldn't listen to you.   I'd say its fair to say that most of us have some sort of dream that we are working towards, but the lesson that I had realized doesn't really matter what the end goal is; it's more of how I got there. I spent my time doing the things that I truly cared...

the internet's greatest meme

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I think I've taken a few liberties with the topic of this free choice blog... While this may look like a gang symbol, it's actually the internet's greatest meme. Titled Minimalist Loss , this is a minimalist rendition of the comic strip Loss by Tim Buckley. I concede that this blogpost is a departure from the political content that I've grown accustomed to writing (haha nvm i haven't written anything political in so long). But I digress; If you don't understand Loss  here's a quick textual rundown.  Top left: Man walks into a doctor's office Top right: Man talks to receptionist Bottom left: Doctor tells man that his wife had a miscarriage Bottom right: Man stands over his wife crying in a hospital bed Here's a link of the original in case that wasn't clear:  https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/loss . This meme is important to me because of its nostalgic significance. I remember in middle school I wasted a lot of time surfing the web. I'd occasiona...

A Trip to Carnegie Mellon

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 Having lived in Oakland for the majority of my life, I was born in India, I've never had the opportunity to live in a "big" city. I've only lived in the suburbs. When it came time for choosing colleges, I definitely didn't want to end up in another suburban city *cough* *cough* Ann Arbor *cough* *cough* and so I looked elsewhere.  I became quickly fixated with Carnegie Mellon. Pittsburgh, where Carnegie Mellon is located, is an odd city. It's got a big city feel without actually being a big city. Rather than trying to describe Pittsburgh, here's a picture that I took when I went there (funny how I committed to a school I hadn't even visited :P) blogger compression is so bad :( Pittsburgh has a medium sized downtown with SKYSCRAPERS!!! I'm so excited to be going to a college in a city with SKYSCRAPERS! In any case, the rest of Pittsburgh, outside of the main college town, is just run of the mill suburbs which is a nice taste of home. Having been to...

Just How Easy it is to Lose Good Friends

Well the prompt for this blog post couldn't have came at a better time. Back when we went to school and had actual club activities, I can't help but reminisce about my time on Troy's Robotics team. I had made lots of good friends on the team, but more so, I had made a lot of good friends on other teams. We'd occasionally chat about how progress on each of our robots were coming along or rant about the stupid bureaucracy that comes with doing robotics. In any case, with not having competitions this year nor the year before because of the coronavirus (side not I cannot stand hearing COVID or coronavirus or the other names that've been given to it, it's like listening to a broken record at this point) its been a long time since we've seen each other in person.  As luck would have it a few nights ago I was playing in a League of Legends (don't come at me) tournament with a friend; both of us invited some of our friends who are going to Duke and Carnegie Mell...

The Endless

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I saw a yellow butterfly flying in my opinion the wrong way, flying across the sound to Connecticut I saw a cormorant oily-looking flying close to the sea’s surface precisely as I floated on it on my back in the attitude of the crucifixion minerals in my body in conversation with the minerals of the sea about the sun how can I possibly add to what’s already been said so well by the ancients and said with an austerity I’ll never know it is an honor to take a backseat to the ancients who knew how I was a fat white fish dissolving under the sold-out stadium sun like a god but like a god I could live through anything. I refuse to do annotations on this poem. It's too soon. Let me procrastinate till the due date for the Mentor Poet Project. In any case, here's a picture of Timothy Donnelly:  This man and his beard exude so much swag; I'm truly jealous. While this reasoning may seem a bit superficial, albeit it is, the reason that I picked him was just because he caught my attent...

Emil Sinclair from Demian

As I've written more and more of these blog posts, I've realized just how far I've strayed from my given title of a "Confused Political Compass." Maybe it's because these prompts don't cater themselves too well to politics; what can you do? On the topic of prompts, I'm super confused by what it means to put the pieces back together. Gut instinct was to write about playing with Legos as a kid, but something tells me that wasn't in the spirit of the prompt. I guess we'll have to settle with some discussion over my BBC book. My topic of interest is Emil Sinclair, the protagonist from Demian . Demian chronicles the intellectual and emotional development of Emil Sinclair, the protagonist and narrator of the story. Sinclair begins the novel as a mentally precocious ten-year-old boy. He has a sense that there is more to the world than what he learns in school and from his parents. At such a young age, he is in no way prepared to move into the world of...

Eloquence

I absolutely love the word eloquence. The way it rolls off of one's tongue is very beautiful. Any word that has the "qu" sound found in the word eloquence feels expensive and important. Take for example the word quail. Quail meat and quail eggs are considered a delicacy: both expensive and highly sought out for. Another characteristic of the world eloquence comes down to its lack of hard sounding consonants. The main consonant sounds of "l", "kw", and "s" all are very soft sounding; this contrasts with other consonants like "d", "t", or a hard "g". Words that contain those aforementioned sounds sound quite ugly, and often have ugly meanings associated with them. Words such as spite and bitter and come to mind.  Though the formal definition of eloquence relates to oral speech and written speech, by virtue of the sound of eloquence, it can be used in various contexts outside of that. Often the mannerisms in which o...